Ahhhhhhhhh so good!

Árstíðir – The Rope Shack, Hamburg; February 26th, 2019

Sometimes I just have to follow my heart and if that means skipping one concert in favor of another then so be it. In this case I’d had a ticket to see Ólafur Arnalds for ages and bought them so long ago that I remember thinking something more interesting or more important might come up on that date. It did, but that happened so short notice that it was impossible to sell the ticket. Just before I started touring with them I knew that Árstíðir were going to play a concert in Hamburg on that date. What I didn’t know then was the crucial information that it was going to be an acoustic gig. I heard that from Gunnar in passing while we were already touring so I had no way of selling my ticket for Ólafur which I’d left at home. I know myself well enough to understand I would not have enjoyed his concert knowing I’d miss a special gig of one of my favorite bands on the same evening. Therefore, I bought a train ticket to Hamburg and I have no regrets. It was a wonderful show that felt like a living room concert and brought me special versions of current songs as well as most of my old favorites. This sure was one of my favorite gigs of the entire tour. <3

Traveling home from Homburg in the morning where I’d stayed after the amazing Melissa Etheridge gig the previous night, I visited my home briefly to change and leave my suitcase, then went to work and left again before 3 pm to be on my way to Hamburg. It was cutting it close, knowing that the trains in that direction are usually late and I was only supposed to arrive at 6:15 for a 7:30 gig. It went surprisingly well though and I got to the venue just before the doors opened. Ran into Krys on the way, who pointed me in the right direction and had just said hello to C., who had saved me a spot in line (that was very short) when Ragnar walked out so I was greeted with a hug. Got a seat at the front, off to the side, because I wanted to film the gig and not be in the way. It was so close, I was almost sitting on stage. I don’t think the room was any bigger than my living room and when I. arrived a little later she joked “they could have played in our living room instead”. True. I didn’t count, but by the time 7:30 rolled around there might have been 30 people in the room. It was cozy, they had good drinks and even provided snacks.

I was really curious to hear Nivalis songs in an acoustic version and wondered what other songs they would play, because I figured the setlist would differ from a regular show. It did, it was much more like a show in the old days judging by the songs that were played and yet it was not. The guys did not play completely unplugged or as they put it “cheated with the piano” that needed to be plugged in. No microphones though, only their voices. it was beautiful beyond everything I could have imagined. It’s a small miracle that I did not cry happy tears all the way through. I was smiling so much my face hurt and more than once, a deep happy sigh escaped me. This was exactly the concert I needed to be at. <3

The stage was one of the smallest I have even seen them on, reminding me of the great show they did at Café Galao in Stuttgart a few years ago. They barely fit all on there. In the beginning it was only Daniel, Gunnar and Ragnar and the first thing they did was take away the chairs that had been provided for them and stand right in front of us – so those sitting at the back actually got to see them better than we did at the front. 😉 The band started with telling us how Nivalis is their most electric album and they’d play some old songs first the same way they did when they started out. There was a couch in the back of the venue and no shortage of red wine. ‘Sunday Morning’ was first and I had to sing along in quiet mode, otherwise it would have been audible to everyone. It felt as if they were playing in my living room, just for me and a few friends and having them start with one of my favorite songs was perfect.

Ragnar told us how they found each other as a band because they all liked singing harmonies and how ‘Kill us’ was a stage favorite back then and has come back now. Playing the two sogs they’d been playing in this setup for the entire tour eased them into the setting and also got the audience in to the right mood. Everyone was really quiet and there was almost a small break before anyone clapped. The band asked the string players on stage and joked about being “an Icelandic band powered by Frenchmen” – we learned that a lot of Icelandic words have a sonic equivalent in French that is usually rather dirty and a good source for fun in the tour bus. We heard a lot of stories that night. I absolutely loved it, felt a bit like an evening of VH-1 storytellers. ‘Ages’ was next and started with a beautiful string intro. It brought back many memories of earlier tours.

Afterwards Ragnar had to move to the piano and Jean-Samuel started playing before he was ready. Right song, premature start. It was a funny moment. ‘Ljóð í sand’ sounded very much as it always does, even without amplified guitars or voices. The song was made for this. Next we got to hear a short recap of the US tour where everything went wrong and the tour bus broke down in a cornfield in Iowa with ‘Days and Nights’ being dedicated to the state of Iowa. I’d missed that song, it was always a highlight on te setlist for me. Ragnar stood up while singing it and I remembered how he’d told me a few days ago that it is a lot easier to sing when you’re standing than when you are seated.

Gunnar told us they had not played the next song in years and announced ‘You just have to know of me’. I briefly wondered when I’d heard it the last time and then got so caught up in the music I forgot all about it. This song also was an early love of mine and has aways had a special place in my heart. I even have a hoodie with “The taste of yor voice reveals what before was unknown” written on the back. During that exact line, Ragnar smiled at me – he remembered the hoodie. I sure did not expect ‘Silfurskin’ next – it made me so happy. It has always been one of my favorites on Hvel and often it feels like the song gets left out for the benefit of other one. Any concert where they play it becomes special to me. <3

“Let’s do a super depressive song” Ragnar said and they all got up again. Gunnar told us the story how they were approached by an Icelandic comedian/artist/”many things” who had written a song to a poem he’d found in a hermit’s house after he dies. I knew then it was going to be ‘Bæn einstæðingsins’. nobody knew about his poetry until after his death. The performance was gorgeous. Anyone who didn’t have goosebumps yet, should have gotten them right there.

We learned that The Rolling Stones played on smaller stages when they started out, so it was all good. They announced ‘Lost in you’ next and mused about it not being on the setlist since their tour with Anneke van Giersbergen, where Gunnar did not sing it, because she did. The smile on my face was huge, as I remembered how I fell in love with this song at the first Árstíðir concert I saw back in 2012. It hasn’t lost any of ist magic since. <3 Ragnar told us how much they were enjoying this different show and we confirmed that we did as well. As if they had not done enough for me yet, they dug up ‘Látum okkur sjá’. *sigh* It is another song I have always loved and as I recall, the first song they ever dedicated for me at a show. What can I say without repeating myself? It was so good. Not once during that evening did I think about the fact that I was missing another concert for it. Yet I would have really been missing something if I had not come to Hamburg.

Next Daníel told us a story about working on a song in Karlovy Vary in 2013 and not stopping until it was finished, because sometimes it is better to stick with it. They premiered it a few days later, I remember it well. it was a beautiful surprise to have that new song on the setlist that day. IfI am not mistaken it didn’t even have a title then, but later became known as ‘Someone who cares’. It is still just as beautiful as it was then and they played a great version of it. Next was the first Nivalis song of the night, ‘In the Wake of you’, but first they told us about the studio where they recorded the album and how it has all those synthesizers that they would take off the wall and use. The song was brilliant. I had the feeling they guys were a little scared the songs might not work in an acoustic setting, but this was so good. 🙂

The always awesome ‘Nú gleymist ég’ followed. Daníel noted that it might be better acoustically “than the real version” and Gunnar questioned if this was the real version. Ragnar added that after five and a half weeks on tour it becomes hard to tell what is real and what isn’t. This continued into chatter about how it is to come back after having been on the road for some time and how you become a different person on tour. Rumor has it that Bono’s wife orders him to stay in a hotel for two weeks after a tour and they mused if that might be a good idea. I laughed, but I totally felt what they were saying. It is an adjustment, even after one or two weeks on the road. 😉 All this lead to difficult to pronounce Icelandic words and the most surprising song of the night. I would have never expected ‘Friðþægingin’ to work in this setting, but it did. It was just as powerful as alway. They guys put everything into the song. 😀

Already they were down to their last song and I felt really sad about it. This had been so much fun and so different from their usual shows that I wanted it to last forever. No complaints though, it was all sorts of wonderful and exceeded all of my expectations. <3 ‘Passion’ was last and yes, it was awesome too. These guys really know how to sing and play. Wow! We cheered and clapped and asked for more. Standing in the back, the band gave us ‘Góða veislu gjöra skal’ and it was lovely. I was so happy I’d had a chance to see this gig.

When it was done, I had the feeling the guys were relieved and happy. I hoped they understood why I believe that such concerts are special. It was something rare and unusual and I absolutely loved it. Told them too and mentioned how well the songs had worked. Learned from Daníel that it is hardest for the guitar players, because the strings are so much louder and the piano is plugged in. Never thought about it, but of course he has to use more force in playing the guitar when it is not amplified. Thanks you for that interesting bit of information. 🙂 I showed everyone my Ólafur Arnalds ticket too. Had been planning to throw that into the hat that went around for collection afterwards (yes, this was a free gig), but they would not have known it was mine. They were all surprised I preferred their show to his, but it is how it is. Jean-Samuel said he felt honored. Just talking with them was lovely and as I left, because I had a train to catch, Daníel rushed after me and handed me the night’s setlist. That was the sweetest gesture of a night not short of happy moments. <3

On my way home I had the whole gig replay in my head and there was never a doubt in my mind about going there. It cannot get much better than this. Thank you so much guys, you truly made my night!

Setlist

Sunday Morning
Kill Us
Ages
Ljóð í sand
Days and Nights
You just have to know of me
Silfurskin
Bæn einstæðingsins
Lost in you
Látum okkur sjá
Someone who cares
In the Wake of you
Nú gleymist ég
Friðþægingin
Passion

Góða veislu gjöra skal

Nivalis winter tour: 16 gigs down, 2 to go. Next stop: Gothenburg

Life is full of wonder, Love is never wrong

Melissa Etheridge – den Atelier, Luxembourg; February 25th, 2019

Yesterday, as I stood and waited outside the venue in Luxembourg, I tried to to remember when I’d seen Melissa Etheridge for the last time and I could not figure it out. I know I had tickets in 2012 or 2013, but chose to see Martin & James instead, but the last time before that? 2007 or 2008? I was on the ‘Skin’ tour, I know, and then, maybe the ‘Lucky’ tour. Back home now I checked – it was 2004 so I had not seen her in 15 years. Wow. Either way, I was much looking forward to the gig and having a 25th anniversary of ‘Yes I am’ tour was fine with me. What can I say? It was a great show – very relaxed, highly energetic and pure fun! I’m really glad I went. An evening of memories, stories and classic songs.  😀

In the morning, when I woke up in Berlin around 5:30 and decided it wasn’t worth trying to go back to sleep, I didn’t feel like it though. The thought of spending eight hours on trains and another very short night ahead made me doubt my decisions. Did I really have to go all the way to Luxembourg to see her? Wasn’t there an easier way? She does play in Düsseldorf, but my friend B. was going to Luxembourg and invited me to her place. Also, this was a standing only venue, while Düsseldorf was all seated and the seats at the front already gone. So here I was, taking a trip across the country. It went surprisingly well though. I slept on the first train, then made all my connections and even had functioning electrical outlets for the final hour of the journey. Upon arrival in Luxembourg the first obstacle: There were no lockers at the train station and their luggage storage closed at 9:30 – are you kidding me? Tried three hotels and all told me the same thing: We can only store your luggage if you have a room here – bummer. My friend B. was on her way by car, but she had to work, so she’d arrive just before the door opened. Finally I gave up and went to the venue. Asked the staff there and they did not even raise a brow, just said “Sure, you can store your luggage at the wardrobe when we open.” That was unexpected!

Thus, I settled down and waited, watched people and looked forward to the show. B finally arrived around 6:30. So far, so good. Doors opened pretty much on time, B. went in and I handed my suitcase and bags over to the wardrobe ladies. They were great and did not even make me pay for each bag. 🙂 Walking in I realized B: had scored a spot in front row for us. Yay! Got us drinks, bought a T-shirt, talked and enjoyed being there. I liked the venue already, too bad Luxembourg is so far from home.

We did not know if there was a support act, but there was. Her name was Lucy Spraggan and she was pretty damn awesome. I really enjoyed her songs and during “Tea and Toast”, a story about an old couple, I even shed a few tears. I thought about buying her CD after the show, but never got around to it- will have to find that online. She had good songs and a good sense of humor, for instance when she presented a bluesy song that she’d written, because someone yelled at her for not playing Blues at a Blues bar. 😀 Her stories were cool and I enjoyed her music. She even got a little sing-along going. It was a good start.

The stage was ready for Melissa within 10 or 15 minutes, but she made us wait until 21:00 before coming out. Most of the front row were regulars, who had seen many shows already, so they knew the drill. As one man and a woman (managers?) walked across stage they started cheering, knowing this meant the start of the show. We heard Melissa’s guitar before she entered the stage and she stepped out there playing it. First song was ‘All American Girl’ which I remembered partly, but I immediately realized that I don’t know her CDs well enough to even know which song is on which album, even though I own them all. It was a great and rocking start though and I was already smiling.

Then Melissa started talking, telling us we’d have fun and that she’d never played there before. “We are here to discuss love and music” she said, but we needed the backstory before celebrating the album, because back then she was “in love with love” and launched right into ‘Let me go’ – funnily enough I had that one filed under ‘I don’t wanna be’. 😀 Apparently the 80ies were wild times full of relationship drama and the more of it the better. Weren’t we all out for more drama in our 20ies? Sometimes I know I still am. 😉 I Enjoyed hearing her tell those stories, because they all seemed to come with a wink and connected the songs nicely. ‘I want to come over’ started with the realization that “I had become a stalker”. Already I was singing along and swaying with the music. 🙂

Not only did Melissa rock the house, her band was great too, playing flawlessly. I remembered more of the lyrics than I thought I would and I could feel the songs too. Generally I think I can relate better to some of the later albums, but these older songs are amazing too and deserve the celebration. They were performed with passion and honesty that made them feel real. Her life may have changed a lot since she wrote them, but I am sure she can still access those feelings she had when she did. It certainly sounded like it. ‘If I wanted to’ brought the first sing along of the night and I happily watched the fans singing every word and having a party.

We all had fun that night and there was a great energy in the room. Before ‘Silent Legacy’ she told us how she came out 25 years ago, same time as the album and noted how there were gay people and not gay people at the show and diversity was as it should be. She mentioned how many people had thanked her for the song and how much that meant to her. I’d totally forgotten about it, but it is beautiful and was played beautifully too. Somewhere along the way, Melissa started talking to the fans at the front and mentioned how one had their 100th show the next day, one had seen her 300 time and then saw a sign about ‘Indiana’. She joked that if she was from Indiana this would be the only safe place to see her “because we’ve lost our minds in America”.. She was asking for the song though and did not get her wish (“No, I’m not gonna do that to my band”).

Instead, “we have to do this song” lead to a version of ‘You can sleep while I drive’ that moved me to tears. It has always had special powers over me. “You know I’ve seen it before, this mist that covers your eyes. You’ve been looking for something that’s not in your life…” I never said those words out loud, but I’ve thought them many times. :’) It is such an amazing and often misunderstood song. I felt it that night, it brought back many memories. Sometimes leaving is the better option, sometimes staying is…

‘Resist’ and ‘Ruins’ were two songs I did not remember at all, but that didn’t matter in the least. ‘Talking to my Angel’ brought more tears, even before it started, because she mentioned how she’d written it to her father after he died of cancer. Judging by her description he must have been a very lovable man. We also learned that she’d been cancer free for 15 years now. 🙂 The song is great, and included some beautiful pedal steel guitar. I need to listen to that more often. <3

Afterwards ‘Come to my Window’ rocked the house, then we got one last song from “Yes I am” with ‘I’m the only one’, including a great harp part and Melissa brought the set to a close and the house down with ‘Bring me some Water’. She introduced her band before they said goodbye and of course they came back when we asked them to. 🙂  ‘like the Way I do’ is probably the one song she can never leave off of the setlist. It rocked hard, had everyone singing and dancing along, plus we were treated to Melissa playing the drums – there could not have been a more perfect ending to the show!

Before the encore a nice security guy had given us bottled water so I could quench my thirst. After getting my things I was hungry though and luckily they sold fries outside. We had some and then headed back to B.’s place, with me falling asleep while she drove. 🙂

pictures of this concert

Setlist

All American Girl
Let me go / I want to come over
Don’t you need
If I wanted to
Yes I am
Silent Legacy
No Souvenirs
Chrome Plated Heart
You can Sleep while I drive
Resist
Ruins
Talking to my Angel
Come to my Window
I’m the only one
Bring me some Water

Like the Way I do