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Ragnar Ólafsson – Dillon, Reykjavik; April 26th, 2018

Sometimes spontaneous concerts are the best, remind me of everything that is important and why I am on this journey in the first place. When I found out about two weeks ago that Ragnar Ólafsson was playing a gig at Dillon in Reykjavik I have to admit that my first thought weren’t exactly happy ones. They went more along the lines “Why does he always have to announce these gigs so fucking late that it’s impossible to get there?” Yet never one to give up easily and already considering to rebook my flight for the weekend for other reasons, I first went to check how impossible it really was, because somehow I felt I just had to be there. Well, it did turn out to be doable and I was right. I had to be there. Not only did I get to witness the premiere of a new song, it was also a wonderful concert overall, where everything fell into place and my longing for Iceland that I’d felt since winter was at least lessened a little.

I flew in via Finland and felt like a proper time traveler, first going one hour into the future and then three into the past. Of course travel took longer than that, but it was still messing with my head. I left home in the morning, had a flight at noon, spent a total of nine hours traveling and waiting from there and still made it to my hostel before 7 pm. Felt ready to go to bed too, but instead I got ready, had some food and headed out to Dillon for the concert.

After getting there I spent some time on the stairs, listening to soundcheck before I walked in and said hello. Sólveig, David and Ragnar were just rehearsing a brand new song he had talked about playing tonight. It was perfect timing on my part and the song was beautiful. I got to sit around and watch, all the while smiling happily. Said hello properly when they were done, then relaxed with a cider until show tlme.

I had expected them to start at “Icelandic 9”, but they actually started about 15 minutes past. Ragnar asked right away who did not speak Icelandic and to my surprise I was not the only one. So he told David he was lucky and they’d stick with English for the night. Thus, the usual banter unfolded. 😀

For the first time in a long time ‘SSDD’ was announced as meaning “Same shit, different day” and we were off to a good start. Before ‘Wine’ Ragnar told us how he tried recording the song with a band but it refused that treatment so he ended up sitting alone at Toppstöðin recording everything with just one mic the day before the album deadline. To play it, he unplugged the guitar, stepped off the stage and stood right next to me. It was wonderful. <3

Just before ‘Deva’ started, some late guests arrived and walked right in front of my camera while I was filming. Luckily there was no music yet so I can cut that part. 😉 We learned that the song may get some big arrangement on the album. I’m all for it. This one sounds a lot more interesting with more than just a guitar. It sure has come a long way since I’ve first heard it.

Ragnar asked Sólveig on stage to sing ‘Dozen’ with him. On the album she sings on ‘Petals’ and four others, but not this one. They told us the story of how they met and how he kept asking her to sing on more and more songs. I sure hope they stay true to the promise that she will appear on the upcoming album too. Her performance that night was stunning and I love hearing her voice. ‘War’ was amazing with Sólveig singing harmonies. As usual, I sang along to every song and when it came to the “hardest part” line Ragnar and I shared a look and sang together. These shared moments make the concert even better.

Then the guys asked us if we wanted a break and several people did so she was called back to the stage for ‘Bravery’. David insisted on getting to hear the story that goes with the song, but somehow there was no mention of Jägermeister Vanilla this time or I must have momentarily been elsewhere. Either way, the song was delivered perfectly. I’ve heard it in so many different forms now and it just keeps getting better with every performance. 🙂

I could not believe the first set was over already, but of course it had only been six songs and Ragnar promised a slightly longer second one. So break time it was and a chance for me to change SD cards in my camera. I looked around the room and saw a few familiar faces. When I had entered the room earlier that night I was surprised to see tables. Last time I’d been to Dillon during Iceland Airwaves it was jam packed with people and there was no space for tables or chairs. This night’s music called for a different set up though and people were enjoying it. The sound was great too. Not what I had expected at such a small bar. 🙂

Soon they were back on stage for set two and Ragnar had moved the piano more to the center. He set down and were treated to ‘Relations’ with a first reluctant and then rather nice sing along. He told us that the song moves him, even though he still has no idea what the lyrics mean. The song is somewhat mysterious for sure which makes it even more interesting. It seems strange to me now, that I could not relate to this song at first and now I’ve grown to love it, especially with the added violin. Since the piano was there, we got to hear ‘Red Wine’ too. Just to make sure we would not get too depressed, he told us that the next song would be happier. I always look forward to hearing it. I’s is a good song, there is no need to apologize for it. In fact, some of the best songs I know have come from dark places and this is one of them. Afterwards he joked that he had his eyes closed while playing and was happy to see we were still there when he opened them again.

‘Southern Nights’ was next and for the first time I heard the story of how the different verses came about and how they sang the song every day on the boat. It made me smile to get more of the back story. Apparently they really came upon a pirate ship and actually walked the plank too – to jump off of it into the water for swimming. Granted, the song took away all sad feelings. Everyone sang along too. “That’s the way that we wanna go!” 😀 We were declared the best singing audience so far. Who am I to disagree? 😉

Before ‘Urges’ they had to tune their instruments so they told us how the ‘Tuning Song’ is often found on classical albums, but not considered OK in Pop Music. I had no idea. The mood was light overall that night, despite some sad music. When these two guys get on stage together it is almost a guarantee for fun times. 😀 At the beginning of the song Ragnar had to laugh for some reason, looked at David, who laughed as well and then turned away so they could both stop laughing and start over. They delivered a heartfelt version of the song.

With Sólveig’s return to the stage Ragnar announced we were getting to the most interesting part of the show: A new song that had never been played live before. David added that it had never been played other than at rehearsals earlier. This was the moment I had been looking forward to. I’d only heard bits and pieces of the song during soundcheck and loved it already. The beginning is some beautiful guitar picking before Ragnar starts singing softly. It grows more powerful quickly and gets really good as soon as Sólveig and the violin set in. Just the right melody and great lyrics to boot. This could quickly become my new favorite. Not for the first time I wondered how he manages to write songs that go straight to my heart time and time again. The performance was spot on and could not have been better. They were proud of it too and told us they didn’t care what we though, because they felt it was pretty good for a first try. Pretty good is an understatement if you ask me. <3

‘Petals’ was sung just the way it is supposed to be or that was what it felt like because Sólveig sings it on the album too and she did a brilliant job live. I don’t think I will ever grow tired of this song. 🙂 With that we had already reached the end of the second set and there was only one song left to play before the encores. ‘Scar’, the perfect closing song, made me laugh this time, because Ragnar managed to screw up his favorite line, the one about the “grinning mouth of a healing scar”. He had to grin too and it’s a good thing he didn’t look at me, because I just might have lost it completely. 😀 it was still great and they got really into it in the end.

Since there was no backstage they didn’t even bother to leave and just continued right into the encores. ‘Needle and Thread’ came with the story about not liking to buy clothes. Turns out the nice shirt I had been admiring all evening was actually David’s who had decided Ragnar should wear it. Agreed! It suited him perfectly. We only got that one encore, but wow was it good. I loved the entire show. It had been totally worth the trip to Iceland and to get an unexpected new song was a special treat. <3

Afterwards I stayed a little bit for hugs and chats. Would have loved to hand out with the guys longer, but felt so tired there was really no point. I didn’t even manage to follow the most simple conversations. Thus, I decided to call it a night and said goodbye, knowing the next concerts are already on the horizon. This one could not have been any better.

pictures of this concert

Setlist

SSDD
Wine
Deva
Dozen
War
Bravery

Relations
Red Wine
Southern Nights
Urges
A minor Scratch
Petals
Scar

Needle and Thread

Getting lost singing their song

Poets of the Fall – Circus, Helsinki; April 21st, 2018

For the second year in a row, fans from all over the world were traveling to Helsinki in April to see Poets of the Fall. The Helsinki spring concert was one big fan meeting and as I had hoped it was a bunch of fun before, during and after the gig. 🙂 It was a long wait, but time went by faster among friends and we were much rewarded with an amazing concert and a band in a great mood. We even got a little something extra compared to the other concerts this year. They sure know how to please a crowd. 😀

I’d arrived in Helsinki the day before the concert, relaxing and seeing another gig. Stayed with my friends K. and K., slept late, met A. for late lunch and moved on to the venue where a handful of people were already in line. Said hello to everyone I knew, sat down on the stairs and waited. It as nice seeing everyone and having a chat, the weather was warmer than expected and time went by surprisingly quickly. Still, I wish it didn’t involve so much waiting. *sigh* Eventually more people showed up, many familiar ones among them. eventually they opened the doors and we rushed in, settled down for the next two hours. Watching the stage I noticed two new raisers – one on the left and one on the right side. Were they getting tired of everyone standing on the speakers and stage monitors all the time? 😉 It all looked good, including the lights that were being tested as we waited. Finally I was getting excited and looking forward to the show.

Time went by surprisingly quick. We had just been talking about the intro when the pre gig music stopped and the show started. It was brilliant and the audience screamed loudly to greet the band as they walked on stage. The excitement was palpable. Quite a few people had not seen them in a while or never before. 😀 For me it was concert number 195 and I still felt as happy the moment the guys walked on stage as I did all these years ago when I first saw them. They instantly put a big smile on my face and the moment Marko started singing I was singing along, forgetting everything else, living the songs. 🙂 It always amazes me how easily their songs take on new meanings, depending on the situation I am in. The different layers of meaning may be the one thing I love most about Poets of the Fall. <3

The setlist pretty much stayed as it has been for most of the tour, but as it so often happens in Helsinki the band had a few surprises in store for us. On Facebook they had a vote for us to choose among four songs, but since all of them had been in the set until recently, it didn’t matter to me which one of them they played. All of those would have been nice. 😉 Anyway, ‘Temple of Thought’ was the one most voted for and Marko announced it just like that. It was lovely too and fit in well between ‘Shallow’ and ‘Rogue’. The bigger surprise came after though, when ‘The beautiful Ones’ made a reappearance. I was sure they had kicked it off for good and ere it was back again as beautiful as ever. I even managed to record it this time, getting more than a big blob of white light. 😀 That song is such a hidden treasure, I’m happy this tour has brought it to the light for a while. <3

Overall the guys were happy, silly and lost in the music. I had so much fun looking out for all the little things that happened and time and time again A. and I turned to each other smiling when we had just witnessed something cute or funny. There were Ollie and Captain, looking at each other and waving their hands together. I can’t really describe it, but it looked funny. Sort of like they were weaving the air together. There was Marko, walking over to Jaska and casually tickling him under the chin. There was Jani, visiting Jari behind the drums and checking out Jaska’s guitar – for a moment I even thought he might take a bite. 😀

The sound was not great in the beginning, but luckily it improved soon. At least were I stood all the instruments seemed well balanced and I could hear Marko quite clearly too. He even switched language from time to time and spoke English, mostly for S. benefit. 🙂 It was a sweet gesture.

I can’t remember much related to certain songs, but I know that at the beginning of ‘False Kings’ someone threw a flower on stage of the same kind that were used in the ‘Dreaming wide awake’ video. Marko picked it up and took it apart with glee, gathering the petals in one hand and blowing them towards Ollie during a solo. 😀 Later on the damaged flower ended up as decoration on Jani’s bass.

The raisers were used a lot that night, mostly by the tall people in the band. 😉 All the guys showed their admiration for each other, watching closely, falling to their knees, making room for solos. They were clearly having fun, everyone singing along from time to time and playing their hearts out. I loved seeing them interact and I loved seeing all of them in the zone where they seem so lost in the music and their playing I’m sure they would not remember anything about these moments if I asked. 😉 Especially Captain seems to be elsewhere sometimes, whereas Ollie is always watching the audience. I got so many smiles from him that night. Of course the others looked at me too, checking if I know the lyrics 😉 , smiling when they see me jump, just giving me a not to show “it’s nice to see you”. <3

At the end of ‘Rogue’, I think, Ollie and Jani were pointing their instruments at each other like guns, pretending to shoot. Staying with the gun theme at one point Marko unscrewed the top of his microphone and used it as a pretend gun as well. It made me laugh really hard, especially because I had been wondering what he was doing at first. 😀 There was so much happiness in the air, so much magic, they guys urging on the audience, trying to make us sing along or jump with them, letting us hold up our phone lights and the like. It was beautiful. The guys were leaning on to each other at times, hugging, showing appreciation for each other’s skills and towards the end, Marko introduced each one of them so they all got their share of applause. 😀

I loved the show, I loved being with my friends and without my camera so I could move freely. I loved all the little gestures between the band and their interactions with the audience. The setlist was fun too, it was a good show for beginners and veterans alike. In the end they thanked us all and took a pictures with us in the background before they left. Sadly, Jari did not get his 15 seconds of fame. He got ready to throw his drumsticks and they just switched out the lights on him. I felt sorry his special moment was stolen,but there was nothing to be done about it.

Afterwards, while trying to gather everyone to go out for drinks, I ran into M. I had not seen her in years and was so happy to meet her again. Had been wondering if she’d be there, but never asked. So glad we got to meet. A big group of us ended up in the lobby of S., O. and C.’s hotel for drinks and once some retreated the remaining ones moved on to a bar around the corner for one more drink and more talk. It was the perfect way to end the evening. Thank you all!

Setlist

Overboard
Daze
False Kings
Diamonds for Tears
Shallow
Temple of Thought
Rogue
The Beautiful Ones
Given and Denied
Kamikaze Love
Choice Millionaire
Late Goodbye

Encore:
Children of the Sun
War
Dreaming Wide Awake
Lift
Carnival of Rust