Cause I can’t let you go

Poets of the Fall – Pakkahuone, Tampere; December 1st, 2023

So here it was, the final show of the 20th anniversary tour, the one I had not planned on attending, but somehow could not stay away from. In the end, I am happy I couldn’t, because it was an amazing show. Well done guys, that’s how you end a tour!

Finland greeted me with snow on Thursday night and despite freezing I enjoyed having real winter. Spent the night in Helsinki and left for Tampere the next day. When I arrived there were already people in line, but I decided to join later. Had food, checked in to my hostel and discovered that C. was in the same room – what a nice surprise. We talked for a while, then she left to get in line, while I relaxed some more. when I joined her 90 minute slater, it didn’t make much of a difference to my position in queue.

It got cold, but eventually they let us in. The coat check was s l o w (at least were I was) and so I ended up on the far right side, but hey, I was at the front and was gonna get a great view of Olli. 😀 There was a nice distance between front row and stage too so I’d be able to see everyone. Now only two more hours to kill until show time, but at least it was warm.

Before the show actually started, I didn’t know if I was ready for it. Was feeling under the weather with an oncoming cold and kinda wanted to go back to bed. The one thing I did know was, that I didn’t feel like taking pictures that night, at least not with my camera. I would just watch and enjoy. Except for the Covid years, I had not seen so few Poets show in one years since the early days, so it was important to make the best of this last one. That came easy, because the band was on fire from the start.

As on the entire tour, it all started with Marko’s voice, announcing the show would start in 10 minutes. People cheered, but then, strangely enough, the ones around me remained quiet and for the first time, I understood all the words. Nice. I felt taken by the hand and carefully lead towards the concert. That evening, it was exactly what I needed to fully arrive and get ready for the show. “What song never fails to uplift your spirits?” – so many of those are yours.

When the music started, we clapped and cheered loudly as the band walked out. Forgotten was my sore throat and how tired I had felt not so long ago. ‘Revelations’ was a great start and I found myself singing along, watching the guys. I had a good view of all of them and just enjoyed seeing them work. Already at the beginning, Olli was standing with Captain, both with big smiles on their faces. I realized I had missed them all.

‘Locking up the sun’ had me jumping as always and I wondered if Marko saw me turning back time, but he hadn’t spotted me yet. Olli, however, saw me during the first song – he almost always does. 🙂 I loved seeing them move around so much, making use of the full stage. The audience was really into it too and with a sold out show, we were loud. It was visible that the band was enjoying that.

For ‘Illusion & Dream’ Captain grabbed Olli’s water bottle and brought it to the front to be used at the appropriate moment. I had an empty cup that I raised and Olli toasted to me. 🙂 “I’ll raise my class and say, here’s to you,” Marko sang and just for a moment I was transported back all those years to when I had discovered them and how that song and those particular lines that made me a fan. The magic is still there! ❤️

Marko wished us a good evening (i think) and announced “a love song” – to me ‘Temple of Thought’ is not a love song, but the love song. I love everything about it and as I waved my arms through the chorus, I felt one with the rest of the audience. 🙂 ‘Rogue’ brought the usual shenanigans and with Glen not being around, Olli and Captain had to do the whole “hand job” movement without him. 😀 The guys were really on fire, playing their heart out and the sound was great too.

They continued with ‘Dreaming wide awake’ and I felt the words as I sang them back to the band. I saw everything I love about them – the teasing, the playing with each other, the smiles. Somewhere during the show I watched Jari laugh really hard and wondered what he was hearing on his in-ears. 🙂 ‘My Dark Disquiet’ kicked ass and it might have been during this song that Jani chose to stand on the speakers on our side. He was in the dark, but it was still fun to watch. At one point earlier, he had spotted me too and indicated as much. 😀 Jaska spent quite some time on our side too and I loved watching him up close.

‘Sleep’ had just Captain and Marko in the spotlight and the lights were really nice overall. Olli picked up the acoustic guitar and Marko asked “Do we have an acoustic song? We do!” (my understanding of Finnish was comparably good that night). It was ‘War’ and it was awesome! I have always loved the song and they played a brilliant version. Towards the end, during Jaska’s solo, Marko and Jani were sitting on the keyboard raiser, just watching, with Jani’s head resting on Marko’s shoulder. 🙂 I enjoyed the little break from jumping, just to move along with the music again during ‘Diamonds 4 Tears’. I got my Marko moment with him coming over and singing to me for a bit. ❤️

With ‘Choice Millionaire’ everyone got to the front of the stage and we all did the whole arms up and down movement with them. There was even more to it than usually and I loved the little changes. 😀 There was a lot of jumping involved too and I got so warm during that workout that I had to take one shirt off. ‘Daze’ was fantastic too and ended with a great sing-along. Marko thanked us for coming and told us that it was a sold out show, then said something about the 20th anniversary and that it all started with this song – it as ‘Late Goodbye’ of course and somewhere during the song, people lit up their phone lights and waved them around. It must have looked great and a final sing along and a stunning guitar solo took us to the end of the set.

With a final “kiitos” and “goodnight!” they walked off, only to be cheered back right away. I could not believe it was almost over already. How did it go by so fast. I smiled as they walked back on stage – just a little bit longer, please. Marko talked for a bit and this time I didn’t understand anything until he asked if we needed a “hissi” = lift. Hell yes! I jumped and sang and watched and felt happy, alive. The grand finale was ‘Carnival of Rust’ of course and I felt very emotional all of a sudden. In all these years, the song has lost none of its appeal. It was just beautiful! ❤️ I filmed it and Marko pointed at me, smiling. When it was over, the guys seemed a bit emotional too. Awww. There was a lot f hugging going on. Olli gave Captain a guitar pic to throw into the crowd. I smiled at all of them. Olli bowed to me and I showed him a heart in response. Much love for all these guys, always. After the photo with us, they walked off one by one, with Jari being the last, enjoying one final moment in the spotlight

It took me a moment to get my bearings I said hello to some people I knew, checked out the merch, hung out and got to talk to Jani and Jaska, who came out in the end. Jani asked me how I had enjoyed the show (a lot) and Jaska noted that I’m not at the front any more usually, so I told him I didn’t want to queue so long. He understood that. Hey, I’ve had my share of front rows. We agreed that it had been a great show. I said goodbye finally and walked out together with C. No after show drinks, sadly and I was really missing some of the usual suspects, but I went back to the hostel happily. This show had been well worth the trip. See you next year.

Setlist

Revelations
Locking Up the Sun
Illusion & Dream
Temple of Thought
Rogue
Dreaming Wide Awake
My Dark Disquiet
Sleep
War
Diamonds for Tears
Choice Millionaire
Daze
Late Goodbye

Encore:
Lift
Carnival of Rust

One more time around

Árstíðir – Neue Gebläsehalle, Neunkirchen; November 26th, 2023

I could hardly believe the Árstíðir concert in Neunkirchen was the last show of the tour. Time had gone so far. Yet, here we were, one final time in a really nice venue with brilliant lights and great sound. It was a super nice last evening and a little bit emotional too.

It was a nice, short trip from Frankfurt to Homburg, where I was staying with my friend B. for the night. I even had time for lunch in Mannheim on the way. Once I arrived, we chatted over tea, before getting ready and going to Neunkirchen. Of course we were the first ones there and shortly after met G. – a few others joined before the doors opened and I was really amazed when I first saw the hall. It was rather big and they’d even parted it halfway. Nice big stage too.

Shortly after 8, the band walked on stage and I smiled, but also felt a little sad, because I knew it was going to be the final time. ‘Himinhvel’ sounded wonderful and the lights were gorgeous. What a great venue this was. I sang along to the best of my abilities, as I always do, fully aware that I’m most probably singing nonsense. ‘Ljóð í sand’ was next and I watched them play, starting with Ragnar on the piano. We looked at each other and smiled.

Ragnar greeted us and mentioned that this was the last show of the Blik release tour so they’d be a bit emotional. He was convinced it would make the show better and I agreed. a little emotion never hurts. with ‘Bringing back the Feel’ I watched Daníel get into the groove and it made me smile so much. That song is never not gonna make me feel happy. ‘Later On’ was so beautiful it made me emotional. I sang along with all of my heart.

Ragnar managed that his favorite compliment about ‘Sanity’ was that it sounded like drunk vikings singing. We laughed at it, but it sounds very Vikingish indeed r at least what I imagine Viking singing to sound like. It’s definitely fun, because it is so weird and Raggi acts out part of it. Such a great song. I loved the wild violin too. ‘Figure’ followed right away and once more I noticed that it always sounds a bit discordant to me in the beginning. Love the energy though. It felt especially powerful that night.

Somewhere early during the show, Gunnar had borrowed Daníel’s capo, but now he went off stage to get it and Daníel commented on things getting lost during the tour and sometimes found again. The baritone guitar fell, but Gunnar assured us it was fine. All the while, Ragnar and Jean-Samuel were softly playing the melody for ‘Mute’ and Gunnar told us about the loneliness it brings out when you can’t communicate for two weeks, because nobody speaks your language. I ca surely imagine how hard that must be and it does come across in the song.

Once more we hard about the setting for ‘Þar sem enginn fer’ and even thought I don’t understand the words, the song speaks to me deeply.I sang along to  ‘Lover’ and it was wonderful as always. ‘Friðþægingin’ took us to the break and I tried my best singing that one too. 😉

For the beginning of the second set I went to the back of the venue  to capture some of the great lights with my camera. It really looked beautiful and only from the back could I get the entire band in. ‘Glitský’ was the only trio number that night and really lovely, while ‘Hvenar kemur sól’ brought the beautiful violin back. I walked back and forth, my eyes never leaving the stage. It was so enjoyable to see the guys do their thing. ❤️ I felt ‘While this Way’ as I always do and finally walked back to my seat.

They got out the double mic next, standing closer together so I could take pictures from the front as well. Ragnar told us how they love to sing without instruments and use old Icelandic songs to practice their harmonies. ‘Ísland farsældafrón’ gave us a good taste of that and then they added a Christmas song for good measure, ‘Hatið fer að höndum ein’ and Gunnar explained how the Christmas market they visited got them in the mood (especially the Glühwein). It was beautiful and once again I marveled at how well Jean-Samuel sings the Icelandic songs.

Ragnar added how you can still find traditional harmonies in modern Icelandic music and then spoke about time and the relation to the two latest albums and how subjective it is. He introduced ‘Home’ as a song about nostalgia and the time in childhood when you are just about to become an adult, but life is still simple. I can’t always related to the song, but that night I did. 🙂 He had said they’d play two more songs of the new album and I wondered which second one they would do, but he actually meant four. 😉

Gunnar told us that ‘Kirin’ is written about an imaginary person, but also about someone and could be about many people. OK, that was mysterious. 😀 The song was great, I really enjoyed it each night. Next was ‘Let’s Pretend’ “where we skip the guitars entirely” and Ragnar added that the song is about seizing the moment. It was so much fun! Last of the Blik songs was ‘Seven Years’ and they dedicated it to Jean-Sam, because “it’s almost exactly the time he has been in the band”. It worked brilliantly. ❤️

They had reached the last song of the second set – “awwww” and Raggi rambled a bit about being emotional that the tour is over. Hey, I feel you! It had been crazy fun indeed! ‘Shades’ was wild of course and so much fun! We cheered them back to the stage immediately for ‘Kill us’, which was awesome and they asked us how many people were seeing them for the first time – quite a few. We heard stories about a sofa and awful wine too. Finally ‘Things you said’ ended the show Before, Gunni told everyone he loved playing with them ❤️ I felt that too. Perfect last song was perfect.

I went out to hug the guys (if they wanted) and talk to them, thanking each one for the show. Daníel asked me what my favorite show was and told me that his was Frankfurt. That’s up there for sure! We also chatted about how brilliant Svavar Knútur is. 😀 With Gunnar I just agreed that it has been good and with Jean_Samuel I mused when we’d see each other again (Christmas). With Ragnar, finally, we talked about December plans and he realized he had forgotten that day’s Patreon concert (so had I). There were lots of hugs before finally leaving. See you all again in Reykjavik. Soon!

B. and I ended the night reminiscing over wine and great food. The best way to end a tour!

pictures of this concert

Setlist

Himinhvel
Ljóð í sand
Bringing back the Feel
Later On
Sanity
Figure
Mute
Þar sem enginn fer
Lover
Friðþægingin

Glitský
Hvenar kemur sól
While this Way
Ísland farsældafrón
Hatið fer að höndum ein
Home
Kirin
Let’s Pretend
Seven Years
Shades

Kill us
Things you said