Yes I’m searching, still I’m searching…

Martin and James – Nörgelbuff, Göttingen; February 11th, 2012

After a three day break and rerunning the past six gigs in my mind on a daily basis, I was really looking forward to going out and seeing the guys again. I was also hoping they’d have gotten some rest on their day off because they looked awfully tired in the pictures from Thursday night’s show in Saarbrücken.

My trip to Göttingen started at noon and went smoothly. Met up with K. at the train station, checked into our hotel, took a little walk downtown and bumped into B. and N. in search for their hotel. We went to get some food and walked by the venue again seeing Jim arrive.

At 6:30 we met up with N. and B. again and got in line. We got to wait in a hallway, but it was still rather cold. For he first half hour only a few of Jim’s fans kept us company. Once inside, only them and us filled the entire front row. The stage was low and the venue very small so I decided to not take any pictures and just enjoy the gig. It was a bit weird that everyone but us got chairs and sat down. Sitting? At a concert? I only do that if I have to.

It was such a beautiful and funny night. Everyone was in a talkative mood and we had many reasons to laugh. They also tried speaking a lot of German, which led to even more laughter. All good-natured of course. 😉

Jim complained about everyone always bringing them whisky as presents, because it led to drinking too much and hangovers. “Stop bringing us whiskey, give us money instead”. N., who had brought whisky wondered if she should take it back home with her. 😀

Jim once again told the story of meeting Martin and James at a techno club in Berlin, then spoke about how much fun they were having on tour and the wonderful philosophical (and other) discussions they were having in their van and how nice everyone in the band and crew was. His setlist was the same it had been since Darmstadt. I enjoyed singing along and had much fun when he announced the Jailer as “Der Gefängniswärt” – he was surprised when we all laughed until we explained to him that the word was “Gefängniswärter”. There were many more reasons to laugh, but I cannot recall them all now.

Setlist
If I’m born too late
The Great Doomsday Story
Faling Apart
Memoires from the Afterlife
Ulysses
The Jailer
Guess that’s what the Gods said
Loser Street
Birthrights
Canary in the Coalmine

The stage was so small that Martin and James hardly had room on there, especially once Lucas joined them on the double bass. The ceiling was quite low as well, so Lucas’ bass and especially Martin’s head got a few bumps. 🙁  They took it lightly and joked about it though.

It was an really intimate gig with the audience so close to stage that we could have been up there with one step. It was nice to be so close and be able to talk to them during the concert. They also looked at us a lot for a change. After the day break they seemed very relaxed and not as tired any more.

There wasn’t much clapping along going on this time – often N. and I were the only one but the audience seemed receptive nonetheless. Everyone around was smiling happily and very much into it. Martin got back to what Jim said about the whisky and kindly asked us to keep it coming. N. was relieved then. He was raving about Jim and how much fun it is touring with him.

When he wanted to tell us how many gigs they had been playing so far, he got confused so I told him this was number ten. “Thank you, if we don’t know how many concerts we played the audience does.” When introducing ‘One way forward’ he pointed at us saying that we had already heard them but they were still calling them new. “Let’s call them previously unreleased. They may be new to some of you.”

The general mood was great and we laughed so much. The loudest probably when James asked us if we were laughing because we thought what he said was funny or because we didn’t understand him. Don’t worry, we understand you just fine.:)

Every song was wonderful and I loved not taking pictures and just watching what was going on on stage and listening to all the beautiful music I never get tired of. The mixture of old and new still feels perfect to me and I really hope all the new songs will make it on the album. After so many positive reactions the guys should not have any doubt regarding the quality of these songs.

For ‘Crashing into Love’ Jim and George (who currently backs him on keyboards) snuck up on stage once again and there as some banter going on as to how they both had to sit on the small seat behind the keyboards and were only allowed on stage if they sat on each other’s knees.

Everyone was back on stage for ‘I have to fall’ as well, singing their hearts out. When the song started, Martin looked a little lost with both the drumsticks and tambourine in hand. He looked at us for help and N. and I both pointed towards K. who gladly took the tambourine and jammed right along with them, while the rest of us stuck to clapping and singing along. This song is a great show closer, especialy with ‘Twist and Shout’ and ‘You shook me all night long’ mixed in.

It was all over way too soon, but so very lovely. We had a nice chat with the guys after the show, got a group picture once again and thanked them for all the great gigs. They loved the whisky they got from N. and so did Jim.

Once they had left the four of us ended up in an Irish pub for last drinks, but they kicked us out pretty soon. For K. it was time to say goodbye and go home today, the others I will meet again in Munich. This was my 20th Martin and James gig in total and the next to last on this tour. I’m happy I’ll get one more, but sad that it’s gonna be the last one. I will certainly try to make the most of it. 😀

7 concerts down, 1 to go. Last stop: Munich.

Setlist
She’s light guiding
Turn it up
Maybe it’s time

Wheels
Wrong directions
One way forward
You’re a window
I was blind
Bad Dream
Live Wires
Love’s not a Fight
Cynical Skin
Hard to cry
Little bits of Light
Life’s a Show
The Rope
All over the News
Crashing into Love

Encore:
Somebody
I have to fall/Twist and Shout/ You shook me all night long

Love is the Rope that lets you go

Martin and James – Magnet Club, Berlin; February 7th, 2012

They say love is the rope that lets you go
It’s everything you never know

It’s been three days since I have returned from this gig, three days in which I’ve finally gotten some sleep and had a chance to reminisce about the tour and all the wonderful things that have happened, the great people I’ve met, the nice chats I’ve had and the beautiful music, new songs and old. I laughed very hard at times, I sang and screamed so much that I lost my voice, I felt so much love and I was close to tears more than once. Now that I’ve had a chance to taste real life again for a few days, to sleep in my own bed and to just think back at everything that has happened so far, all the bottled up emotions break way and I’m crying, crying tears of joy, because life has treated me so well lately and because I am lucky to have discovered such an amazingly wonderful band. Can it really get better than this?

After getting home from Dortmund I knew if there was any way to make it to Berlin in time for the show I would. I checked train schedules and realized it was possible then hoped for a good night’s sleep, because I was way too exhausted to take yet another trip. When I woke up the morning of the show I felt somewhat rested and decided I had to go there. Bought a train ticket, booked a hotel and got a ticket. With he train I had originally planned taking it would be a very close call so I asked to leave work at 2:20 p.m. to catch an earlier train. My wish was granted. I had to hurry, but made it on time to catch the 2:48 p.m. train to Berlin. Yes!

I knew this was completely nuts, but it was one of these cases were I felt I just *had* to be there, no matter what. The long train ride gave me time to take a few notes about the Dortmund gig, tell people I was coming and rest a little.

Arrived in Berlin at 6:10 p.m., didn’t bother looking for my hotel and went straight to the venue. Got there after 6:30 to find only 5 people waiting, one of which was K., B. was just getting coffee. It wasn’t as cold as I had feared, more people arrived, one of them A. whom I hadn’t seen since last summer. I had totally forgotten to ask her if she’d come – was very happy to see her.

The opened the doors later than expected, but didn’t check our bags at all, so we got in quickly. We easily made it to the front of the rather small stage. The club was very dark, even when the stage lights were on. We got something to drink, chatted and waited. I realized it was going to be too dark to take good pictures so I decided to just enjoy being there instead of looking for the perfect photograph.

Jim started late. He had brought one additional musician (Dan Telander) this time who played drums to the songs. Jonas still supported him on guitar. Jim smiled at us when he saw us there again. Yep, we cannot get enough! I loved singing along to ‘If I’m born to late’, ‘Falling apart’, ‘The Jailer’ and all the others. I still don’t know the lyrics completely, but I’m getting better. K. was very happy to hear ‘Canary in a Coalmine’ again. There seemed to be quite a few of Jim’s fans around, singing along loudly. I loved it and Jim clearly enjoyed it too. 😀

Setlist
If I’m born too late
The Great Doomsday Story
Faling Apart
Memoires from the Afterlife
Ulysses
The Jailer
Guess that’s what the Gods said
Loser Street
Birthrights
Canary in the Coalmine

Before Jim had gotten on stage I spotted Martin and James walking in together with a much younger guy. I remembered James telling me that his brother was coming to visit so I assumed it was him.

There was no hurry for the guys to come on stage, but when they finally walked out a lot of cheers greeted them. The club was rather small but packed – almost a hometown gig. James saw me right away and gave me a really happy smile. That alone made the entire trip worthwhile. Martin saw me a bit later and smiled at me as well. <3

The audience was not the wildest I’ve seen on this tour, but somehow the atmosphere was just right and the guys clearly enjoyed being there. They were very energetic despite this being their 7th gig in a row. I find it really amazing how they deliver night after night. The setlist stayed the same, but it never gets boring. I just felt happy and elated, sang along, loving every minute of it from ‘She’s light guiding’ to ‘I have to fall’.

The new songs still get better every night and I got completely lost in the music several times. Slowly, but surely I am remembering the lyrics too and singing along makes it even better. I shared so many looks and smiles with the friends around me, laughed at Martin and James’ stories (even the ones I had already heard 5 times) and could not keep the huge smile off my face even for a minute. Still, I felt the underlying melancholia in the songs and it touched me very deeply.

The small stage hardly gave them room to move, but none of that mattered. They had as much fun as we did and when everyone was called back to stage for he last encore, their happy faces said it all. For the final bow, James called Ryan (their friend, driver, roadie,…) and his brother on stage as well, telling us “This is our family”. They left to great cheers.

I was a little dazed, but extremely happy I had made the decision to go to Berlin. It had been amazing this far and the night was not over yet. We hung out and waited for the guys. I chatted with Ryan and Jim for a bit, got Jim’s other (first) CD. When Martin and James finally came out all I wanted to do was hug them, because I felt so grateful for the wonderful music and concerts they have given me. I had to wait for the right moment then told Martin I really wanted to hug him and he did. It was a very nice hug too. James I didn’t even have to ask (and yes, that was another very nice hug). I thanked them both for everything, then let them go.

K. had already left, A. said goodbye too and B. and I stayed for a little longer, before walking to our hotel and saying goodnight. I didn’t get much sleep that night, but it was full of happy dreams.

6 concerts down, 2 to go. Next stop: Göttingen

Setlist
She’s light guiding
Turn it up
Maybe it’s time

Wheels
Wrong directions
One way forward
You’re a window
I was blind
Bad Dream
Live Wires
Love’s not a Fight
Cynical Skin
Hard to cry
Little bits of Light
Life’s a Show
The Rope
All over the News
Crashing into Love

Encore:
Somebody
I have to fall/Twist and Shout/ You shook me all night long