Hard times come and hard times go

Bruce Springsteen & the E Street Band – Ullevi, Gothenburg; June 24th, 2023

So this was it, my final Springsteen show of this tour and I’d be lying if I said I didn’t feel sentimental about it. It was a great final show with a wonderful setlist and a band that clearly enjoyed being on stage. Bruce was in a great mood too and gave me a brilliant send off until the next tour.

Going to Gothenburg meant getting up early – I had a 6 am flight and had to go via Copenhagen. Therefore I was tired when I finally arrived, got a tea and a cinnamon bun for breakfast and was very surprised my hotel already let me check in around 11 am. Nice! I’d just thought about getting some more sleep, when my friend C. wrote and said they were going for a city walk. So I joined them. It was lovely weather and we ended our walk with lunch. Afterwards there was still enough time to relax at my hotel before the show.

i arrived around 6:30, spend some time looking for the right entrance and, once inside, some more finding my seat. I had a good view of the stage and the people around me were nice so it was all set for the night. I watched as the stadium filled and wondered what the setlist was going to be. Around 8 the crew came out with a new one and taped it t the stage. Always a sign for the show not starting on time. I felt really grateful for getting one more show.

I didn’t check my watch, but it was maybe 8.15 when the show started and the band walked on stage. They all looked like they really wanted to play and after a two day break they must have been well rested too. Excited, I waited for the first song to start. So far it had been a different one at each show, but this time it was the same as in Düsseldorf: ‘The Ties that bind’. What a great start! 🙂

‘No Surrender’ moved me. I was happy and sad at the same time – grateful to get to see one more show, yet sentimental about this being the last one. Then song has always been a  favorite, so I’m glad it is part of the base setlist. Bruce is telling a story here and he has crafted a great show to do so. 🙂 With ‘Ghosts’ he ventured out to the crowd, urging us to sing along. “Let me see you!” he demanded and everyone raised their arms to clap along – it looked amazing. I loved watching Jake and Steve play and share the mic with Bruce.

We got a nice view of all the band members, whenever they had a solo in a song. We got a lot of shots of the audience too and I saw only happy faces on the screens. In the seats quite a few people stood. We alternated all night between standing up and then sitting down again for the slower songs. It worked well. I spent so much time smiling that I often forgot to sing along. When there was a cue from the stage though, I followed along like everyone else and enjoyed every moment. ‘Prove it all night’ was a killer. I really admired Bruce’s solo, playing with his eyes closed, look of concentration on his face.

Like every night, ‘Letter to you’ was translated on the screens to make sure everyone understood the message they were sending us. <3 For ‘The promised Land’ everyone was waving along with Bruce. It looked great from the back and I wondered how the view must be from the stage. Towards the end of the song he walked out to the audience, pointed at one young woman and threw her his harmonica. The look on her face was priceless. She could not believe her luck. 😀

As always, ‘Out in the street’ was a big party with everyone singing along and Bruce trading lines with the band. It might have been during that song, when Bruce walked to one of the platforms on the side and someone handed him a request sign and a pen. He leaned down and autographed it. <3 The audience got to sing the “o-oh” part in the end. 😀 Then they made me really happy with playing ‘Lucky Town’ and I found myself thinking how that song alone had made the whole trip worthwhile. “I wanna lose this blues I found, down in lucky town” – it was the perfect song for the night, summing up my feelings. <3

The band and especially Roy and the E-Street Horns delivered a brilliant version of ‘Kitty’s back’. I still can’t get over this song making a regular appearance this tour. At one point, Bruce stood there, smoothing his hair back with a grin, like getting ready for a night out. 😀 ‘Nightshift’ started with Anthony Almonte on percussion, only later supported by Max. The choir of Ada Dyer, Michelle Moore, Lisa Lowell and Curtis King did a fabulous job and the song and made Bruce sound so much better. While Curt Ramm played a trumpet solo, we watched Bruce and Curt dancing – it made me smile. A one point he was laughing so hard, he could not continue singing, but I can’t remember why. 😀

With ‘Mary’s Place’ we got more clapping along and Bruce was not successful in shushing us, but when he said “Listen” people got calmer. “Max!” he shouted and gestured so he beat the drum once, but when he said “twice” Max didn’t stop and Bruce grinned “that was seven times, that wasn’t two times. Two times is” and he gestured again and Max hit the drums twice, then they repeated this with “seven times is” and Bruce concluded, laughing, “I can’t show you 8 times”. I remember him shaking his butt to indicate the drum beats, but I think this time he gestured with his arm. It wasn’t on the screens, so I can’t be sure. Either way, it was fun!

‘My Hometown’ was on the setlist again and for the first time I noticed an echo at the stadium with Bruce’s vice coming back again from the opposite direction moments after he had sung the lines. It made me especially happy that we got ‘The River’ again – the sing along was beautiful, with the audience singing about half the lines. <3 That song is always a winner!

The moment he started sharing the story of George Theiss and the Castilles, everyone was silent. We heard every word twice, because his voice kept echoing back. Somehow that was an interesting effect. The first big cheers came when he mentioned he joined his first rock ‘n’ roll band. Every time I am moved by this speech. I can really relate to the feeling of getting older and being at the point where it’s more yesterdays and goodbyes. I am not yet the last woman standing, but every word rings true to me, especially what Bruce says about the things death teaches us. ‘Last Man Standing’ is the song that has brought me to tears every time. ‘Backstreets’ was the perfect follow up, bringing back the band and continuing the story of loss and memories and the people we hold in our hearts.

Roy’s piano signaled the start of ‘Because the Night’ and I was lost in the music. Then song never fails to capture me. “Because the night belongs to lovers…” with the chorus, everyone was singing along. Nils’ solo was amazing , I wasn’t the only one watching him in awe. ‘She’s the one’ is the perfect fit after that, with the audience clapping that characteristic drum beat. it’s such a perfect song. ‘Wrecking Ball’ was wonderful. That mixture of defiance and hope is just right and I felt it as I raised my fist, singing “hard time come and hard time go.” Once again I noticed just how well these songs are selected, with ‘The Rising’ following right after. Like he did on the Rising tour 20 years ago, Bruce still stands there with his right hand raised in the air, singing about the sky of mercy and fear, memory and shadow and it still gets me just like it did back then.

‘Badlands’ is and always will be a hymn for me, sung at the top of my lungs with my fist pumping the air and, preferably, while jumping up and down, which I definitely did. A choirs of thousands of voices singing “ohohohoho” brought goosebumps. The next song I did not recognize immediately, but when I did, it made me all the happier. It was ‘Land of hope and Dreams’ – that was certainly unexpected. I loved everything about it, but especially the horns. <3 ‘Thunder Road’ was another song that echoed back through the stadium, but it wasn’t only Bruce’s voice, it was everyone singing along too. He walked out along the audience again, shaking hands with his fans. It was such a lovely gesture.

The band walked to the front and took a bow to great cheers, then the stage went dark for what felt like a second and they were right back for ‘Born in the USA’. It was still bright outside, but the stadium was no longer in the sun by now, so the stage lights looked a bit more impressive. The band powered through the song, then went straight into ‘Born to run’, the song for all the fans, because “tramps like us, baby we were born to run”. Everyone in the stadium raised their hands and shook them before the final verse. I don’t really know how to describe this move otherwise. It looked good with all the arms up in the air.

‘Bobby Jean’ then, had us all waving. It made me smile to see that, but it’s still the one song I could do without. During ‘Glory Days’ Bruce was having some fun banter with Steve, apparently having a great time. They even moved in close to the camera that was filming them until it was pretty much right in their faces. It was also established that “We’re not fucking going home”, after asking the people in the stands twice, because “they didn’t sound sure” 😀 ‘Dancing in the dark’ was pure happiness and a lot of dancing. Bruce and Steve were even jumping up and down, before he threw his guitar to Kevin in the end and then went and ripped open his shirt. I finally noticed it has snap fasteners. that explains why the buttons never come off. 😉 He introduced the band liked “Professor, 88 keys ain’t enough. Roy Bittan” and then we got and extended “You’ve just witnessed the… E Street Band” rant which included “death defying, justifying, … Make adult men crying?” Hell yeah!

Like every night. ‘Tenth avenue freeze-out’ was the song of memories. It is such a powerful tune that I can’t really feel sad while hearing it and yet it is the perfect song to commemorate Clarence and Danny. Their images on the screen say everything and seeing the current band still perform with them in mind is a beautiful tribute. Lost, but not forgotten. In the end, the band stood together for final goodbyes and walked off one by one with handshakes, a pat on the back or hugs from Bruce. Then he grabbed his guitar again and played ‘I’ll see you in my dreams’ solo. Around the stadium, phone lights went up and as we all sang along, it felt like being home, being a part of something bigger than myself. Thank you Bruce, thank you e Street Band. It was beautiful!

On the way out I stopped at the merch stands and at the second one I found C. and E. – we agreed it had been a wonderful show and chatted for a while, until they had to go and catch a tram and I had a long walk back to my hotel. it was a great night and I am thoroughly happy I got to be there.

Setlist

The Ties That Bind
No Surrender
Ghosts
Prove It All Night
Letter to You
The Promised Land
Out in the Street
Lucky Town
Kitty’s Back
Nightshift (Commodores cover)
Mary’s Place
My Hometown
The River
Last Man Standing (acoustic with Barry Danielian on trumpet)
Backstreets
Because the Night
She’s the One
Wrecking Ball
The Rising
Badlands
Land of Hope and Dreams
Thunder Road

Encore:
Born in the U.S.A.
Born to Run
Bobby Jean
Glory Days
Dancing in the Dark
Tenth Avenue Freeze-Out
I’ll See You in My Dreams (solo acoustic)

Is a dream a lie if it don’t come true or is it something worse?

Bruce Springsteen – Merkur-Spiel Arena, Düsseldorf; June 21st, 2023

The show in Düsseldorf was my third one on the current Springsteen tour and I was excited about it all week. Seeing Bruce is still special to me. It was a wonderful show with some unexpected additions to the setlist. I loved each one of them, thought of absent friends and had a great evening.

With the concert being close to home, I had a day of work to go through before the show. In the early afternoon I was on a train and got to Düsseldorf before the doors opened. Decided to wait for a bit, ran into people I knew and chatted with them. I didn’t see any other familiar faces before the show though. The disadvantage of having a seat s not meeting so many people. Once inside, I checked where my seat was – side stage, front row, great view. It was too hot to stay though and I spent about an hour milling about and watching people. Finally I sat down and watched as the stadium filled up. Especially the standing area was really packed.

Just like in Paris the first night, the show started almost abruptly. One minute there was still music playing and the next, the first band members walked on stage. It wasn’t even 7 yet. I like it when Bruce does not keep us waiting. 🙂 They started the show with ‘The Ties that bind’ and I needed a moment to even recognize which song it was. Bruce and the band sounded great. I loved being close enough to see them without looking at the screen, but I did that too for the details. 😉

“One, two, three, four!” Bruce counted and they jumped right into the regular setlist with ‘No surrender’. I was singing along, but kept seated for now, not to piss off the people behind me. On the screens, I saw a few familiar faces, but more than that I noticed the people I didn’t see and wondered if they were in this stadium somewhere. The pre show gatherings we used to have were always nice. Already, the show moved me and with ‘Ghosts’ I was close to tears, happy to be there, feeling very alive indeed.

‘Prove it all Night’ kept it rocking and during the clap along part, everyone on the floor participated, not only the people in the front of stage area. It was beautiful. i watched Bruce’s solo on the screens and smiled. He still knows how to shred. They continued straight into ‘Letter to you’ and ‘The Promised Land’. Bruce ventured out to the sides , but mostly to his right, while I was to the left. I watched people’s reactions on the screens when he came close and they all looked so happy. I fondly recollected the times when I had been at the front, while I now enjoyed the better overview from afar. Jake joined him at the front and watching them together was pure joy.

During ‘Out in the street’, he added band member’s names behind every call of  “Meet me out in the street” and they responded. 🙂 I loved that the setlist was a lot like the first night in Paris and was especially happy to hear ‘Candy’s Room’ again – it is such an amazing song. The band sounded really tight that night and each member got their moment to shine, with intros, solos and everything else. When ‘Kitty’s back’ came around, Bruce finally got the chance to take a breath after all the rocking, while the song slowly built and we all got to sing along the “ohohoho it’s alright” part with Bruce urging us on “a little bit louder.. I mean a lot louder.” 😉 The fantastic horn section brought the song to a close and then ‘Nightshift’ was a great showcase for the backing singers. So far everything was awesome.

‘Mary’s Place’ was the usual party with Bruce walking around, smiling at people and shaking hands here and there. it was clear he recognized some of the “repeat offenders” in the crowd. At one point, while he was walking along close to the audience, he stopped, to get out the necklace he was wearing to hold it to the camera for the “picture of you in my locket” – line. At that point someone touched his leg I guess, because he commented jokingly “Don’t push me while I’m working” or something along those lines.

After that he surprised me with ‘My Hometown’ and I thought of my buddy A. who does not like that song. 😀 Then, even better, he played ‘The River’. People in my section stood up and it was a great, stadium-wide sing-along. Even after more than 40 years that song has not lost any of its power – “is a dream a lie if it don’t come true or is it something worse?”

The band left the stage and Bruce told us the story of George Theiss, from joining his band to standing by his deathbed. The German translation on the screen was a bit off, because apparently Bruce deviated from his script, changing a few things. The essential message came across though. It was very moving, especially when he pointed out that he was the last surviving member of that first band and the lessons he learned from it, the lessons we should all learn from death. “It made me realize again how important seizing the day is”. ‘Last Man Standing’ was a beautiful tribute to those lost along the way with only Bruce on guitar and one single trumpet. It was wonderful and could not even be destroyed by the idiots around me who were talking into the song. It really spoke to me. I think I’m OK on seizing the day. 🙂

I checked my watch for a moment and could not believe only half the show had gone by. It felt very short and a lot longer at the same time. ‘Backstreets’ brought the band back full force. Towards the end Bruce told us of the memoirs he has kept of George and maybe other friends and finished with putting his hand over his heart and telling us “and the rest I have right here… until the end” – again I was really moved.

A fantastic version of ‘Because the Night’ into ‘She’s the one’ chased all the dark thoughts away and left me in awe. This is exactly the reason why I have seen so many Springsteen shows. 😀 “Düsseldorf, let me hear your voices,” Bruce shouted during ‘Wrecking Ball’. I really felt the message of not giving up, no matter what life throws at you, “hard times come and hard times go”. When ‘The Rising’ started it occurred to me that it had been over 20 years since I’d heard that song for the first time and yet it still fells like a newer song. 😉 And it still rocks. Seeing Steve and Bruce at the mic together ever fails to make me smile.

Bruce and the band powered through ‘Badlands’ with a lot of jumping and fist pumping going on on the floor. Most people in the seats were standing too. He definitely had us all under his command and of course everyone sang the “ohohohoho” – part. The main set ended with ‘Thunder Road’ with many lines for us to sing. I was truly happy he did not leave it out this time. It is one of those songs that I want to hear every night.

Everyone in the band came to the front to take their bows, then left stage briefly, only to come right back for ‘Born in the USA’. The last few souls who had not been into it already, were finally shaken awake then and for ‘Born to run’ the entire stadium was standing and singing. It as glorious.

Bruce was on the move again during ‘Bobby Jean’ and I thing it might have been here that he tried handing a guitar pick to a specific person, but they just could not reach and someone else got it. At least that’s what it looked like. In passing someone gave him a necklace. He thanked them and put it in his pocket.

For ‘Glory Days’ even Bruce was jumping a little bit. 😀 We also established ta nobody wanted to go home – not the people on the floor, in the stands ore in the back. “Let us continue,” he decided and we got a great version of ‘Dancing in the Dark’ – at the end he introduced everyone in the band, then, for dramatic effect, ripped his shirt open and everyone cheered. He buttoned it up again soon and I wondered momentarily how the shirt buttons had not come off. Of course the “Düsseldorf!” – “Bruce!” call and response was there too!

A beautiful and moving version of ‘Tenth-avenue freeze-out’ followed, with pictures of Clarence and Danny and Bruce and Jake standing together, holding hands. The legendary E-Street Band indeed! The band bowed and waved for a final time, before walking off and leaving just Bruce with his guitar. He played us ‘I’ll see you in my Dreams’ solo acoustic, with the words translated to German on the screen. Everywhere around teh arena, phone lights went up – it looked amazing. The perfect last song on a perfect evening. Thank you Bruce!

pictures of this concert

Setlist

The Ties That Bind
No Surrender
Ghosts
Prove It All Night
Letter to You
The Promised Land
Out in the Street
Candy’s Room
Kitty’s Back
Nightshift (Commodores cover)
Mary’s Place
My Hometown
The River
Last Man Standing (acoustic with Barry Danielian on trumpet)
Backstreets
Because the Night
She’s the One
Wrecking Ball
The Rising
Badlands
Thunder Road

Encore:
Born in the U.S.A.
Born to Run
Bobby Jean
Glory Days
Dancing in the Dark
Tenth Avenue Freeze-Out
I’ll See You in My Dreams (solo acoustic)