The way you hold my heart

Poets of the Fall – The Academy, Dublin; May 5th, 2022

Seeing Poets of the Fall live again after more than two years was a real emotional roller-coaster, but left me very happy in the end. I had felt somewhat abandoned by them during the pandemic years and didn’t know if their magic would still work for me. I was also very afraid that I would not like their latest album, but I knew I’d regret it if I didn’t give them a chance and go to a few shows to see what would happen. It turned out to be the right decision and I left with my faith restored.

I’d waited until late to buy tickets for the Ireland/UK tour, but eventually I did and was looking forward to the shows. Since the Ghostlight album came out less than a week before the first show, I decided I would discover the new songs live and not listen to them beforehand. Being on tour helped with not getting tempted.

Having repacked the previous day and with a flight around noon, travel was rather relaxed. Got to Dublin, had a nice room and good weather and even got some food into me before I got in line. Walked by the venue around 4:30 and saw one person standing there. Returned about an hour later and was 18th in lin. Not a bad start. With the VIP tickets gone this tour, there was finally a chance to get to the front again. Everything went smoothly and I ended up front row on Ollie’s side. 😀 There was a setlist and it was impossible not to look – I counted 3 song titles I didn’t know plus the single.

The venue was small and packed, with a low ceiling. I kept my mask on, not feeling safe without it. The other concerts this year had shown me, that I’d be able to have fun anyway. Still, I was a bit nervous and felt I needed to find my footing again with the guys. First though, there was some hair metal band to listen to. I can’t remember their name and found them otherwise forgettable too. Not bad, just not the music I wanted to listen to that night and not a good match for Poets. They played a good set though and did their best to get the audience going so props for that. 😉

Once the stage was changed, I was excited and anxious in equal parts, slightly worried that their shows would not do it for me any more. When the lights went out I screamed, just like I had always done, trying to remember how to do this.  The intro started and it took a while before they walked on stage one by one. We cheered and I wondered what it was like for them after such a long absence. Did they feel rusty? Would they talk about it?

Marko greeted us briefly and they launched into ‘Requiem for my Harlequin’, some looking at us, some concentrating on playing and it felt familiar if not quite right just yet. I discovered the advantage of a mask was that they could not see I didn’t know the lyrics. 😉 The song sounded brilliant and when they continued straight into ‘Dreaming wide awake’ I felt the old pull and started remembering. Before I knew it I saw Ollie jump high, was head-banging in tune with the music and pointing at each one of them in turn. We cheered loudly and things were falling into place.

Marko never talked about the two missing years, just mentioned that it was good to be back. It was good to have them back too. ‘Temple of Thought’ was beautiful as always and slowly the band getting back to their old moves and old groove. They were sounding as good as ever. ‘Rougue’ had them all showing off their skills and hell yes, these guys still knew how to play. Somewhere around then Jani and Ollie spotted me and smiled.

‘Firedancer’ was the first truly new song and it rocked. No idea what the lyrics were about, but it definitely worked for me. Loved the steady drum and the guitars. “Maybe you’ll know this next one,” Marko said, “if you start jumping up and down like mad monkeys, then yeah,  I’d say this is a familiar one. We’ll see what happens.” 😀 It was’My Dark Disquiet’ and I found myself jumping up and down, just as he had predicted. I also remembered some lyrics and gestures. 😀

I really liked ‘Sounds of yesterday’, a slower one and a break from jumping before ‘Choice Millionaire’ brought back the “fingers pointing and arms moving” – dance routine and Glen joined Ollie, Jaska and Marko for it. This was the band I remembered – I was smiling. More jumping ensued, I was home. ‘Chasing Echoes’ followed and was my favorite of the new songs that night. I might like this album after all. Phew! Last song in the main set was ‘Stay forever’ and I’d briefly wondered what song that was, totally forgetting that ‘Stay’ had been renamed. It was a good one to close the set with.

Soon we had clapped enough for them to come back and got ‘The Sweet Escape’. It took me a while to remember that I as supposed to switch on the light on my phone and wave it around. Good thing Marko was giving instructions. Someone even had a lighter – it looked beautiful. The guitar solo in the end was perfect and ‘Daze’ turned the show up a notch after.

“Do you need a lift?” Marko asked. Hell yes! t was so much fun to jump in tune with the song again. No “on and on and on” – gestures though or at least I was the only one who did it. 🙂 ‘Carnival of Rust’ ended the show to great cheers. Of course it did. Glen, who had done his best to replace Tiia and take pictures during the show, took a final one of the band with us in the background. When it was finally over I left a little dazed and very happy, glad I had gone to the show. Since I had not seen anyone familiar I just went straight back to my hotel to listen to ‘Ghostlight’ in full for the first time. 🙂

pictures of this concert

Setlist

Requiem for my Harlequin
Dreaming wide awake
Temple of Thought
Rogue
Firedancer
My Dark Disquiet
Sounds of yesterday
Choice Millionaire
Chasing Echoes
Stay forever

The Sweet Escape
Daze
Lift
Carnival of Rust

Ghostlight spring tour – one gig down, four tow go. Next stop: Manchester

Curious signs, compliments about hair and a perfect last show

Árstíðir – Rotunde, Bochum; May 4th, 2022

My final show on Árstíðir’s moments in time tour was the best one I saw. Everything about it was magical and made me even more sad that I had to leave. Then again, I could not have asked for more – thy pulled out all stops and made it perfect!

I had left Amsterdam in the morning and gone home to Dortmund so I’d have enough time to repack for part two of my tour. In the end I had roughly three hours at home before I left again and went to Bochum. It was great having  them play so close to home.

The venue was new to me, but I had been to the one next door so I knew where to go. Once again, I was the first person there and not that many people gathered before they opened. It was your usual small concert hall, but I liked that the bar was outside and they had a garden as well. As I was buying a drink, Ragnar joined me for a while and we chatted about the tour so far. I felt a little sad that this was going to be my last gig on the tour. Guillaume was leaving as well, which seemed fitting somehow. 🙂 Once back inside the venue, I spent the waiting time talking to G., who was just as excited as I was.

Soon, Platon Karataev started and played their hearts out. We thanked them with great cheers and I thoroughly enjoyed their set, from the first song to the last. Everything sounded amazing and their harmonies were beautiful. I had already decided I wanted their CDs, but if I didn’t, this would have been the day. loved their stage presence and their powerful songs. It was the perfect finale (for me – they were staying until the end of the tour).

Setlist

Csak befelé
Valaki Jár A Fák Hegyén
Partért kiáltó
Elmerül
Aphlion
Atoms
Wide Eyes
Tágul / Ex Nihilo
Vízből van
VHK
Ocean
Wolf Throats

A little break, some more chatting and it was time for Árstíðir. Daníel’s voice wasn’t fully back yet, but he had been talking to a few people earlier and sounded much better. I liked either setlist just fine and was looking forward to whatever they would sing and play for us tonight, determined to make the most of it.

The band stepped on stage, plugged in their instruments and started with ‘Ljóð i sand’. It sounded absolutely amazing. Everything did that night – a pleasant surprise, showing Platon Karataev’s soundguy really knows his stuff. Without much ado, a perfect version of ‘While this Way’ followed. I was already smiling broadly, enjoying everything about the concert. I’d had a good feeling about this show, but the guys exceeded all my expectations. Everything felt absolutely right about it. 😀

Ragnar greeted us, briefly introduced the band and told us it was pleasure finally playing in Bochum and how much they loved the weather today, claiming they had not seen the sun for 6 months. And of course it was special to play again after so long. “Let’s see where this evening takes us,” he concluded. I watched Gunnar and Daníel converse silently to determine that Gunnar was going to sing ‘Hvenær kemur sól’. Once again, he did so brilliantly and Daníel added some harmonies. It was wonderful.

They continued with ‘Shine’, a new addition to the setlist since the previous day and a song I had missed hearing. I especially loved the eerie sounds Guillaume created on the cello – it left me with goosebumps.❤️ Ragnar talked about their songwriting bubble during the pandemic. They wrote their “strange emotions” and worries into songs and came up with 30 of them, enough for two albums. The beautiful ‘Týndur’ followed. I sighed happily – what a great song. After that, ‘Endatafl’ gave me goosebumps again. It’s another song I will never get tired of. ❤️ For the “ahhhhaaa” part in the end, Daníel was back to singing with the others.

It was time to “get back to basics” as Gunnar put it and they gathered around the double microphone. He pointd out that, like in 2008 they were still sitting on couches, playing guitars and drinking wine, but said wine had gotten much better since. Daníel explained his home-brew had been called “El Danielo” with great bottles and labels, but bad taste. 😁 They didn’t even ask if we wanted to hear the song in Icelandic or English and just played ‘Glitsky’ right away. Before ‘Kill us’ Ragnar mentioned that he liked this part of the set because he got to play the baritone guitar and also asked for silence. The song sounded amazing – best version since Budapest. Gunnar asked Jean-Samuel and Guillaume back to the stage with grand gestures and they joined them for ‘Ísland farsældafrón’. That was a nice surprise.

Gunnar introduced ‘Ages’ as a song about having rough times in school. I had never heard him speak about it before. It sounded absolutely beautiful and ‘Mute’ was just as good. Daníel and Gunnar were communicating about the next song and Ragnar quipped that Gunnar was complimenting Daníel on his great hair that day. “Somebody had to say something!” Gunnar added to much laughter and Ragnar told us it was surprising to have a good hair day with the hotel they had (in Amsterdam). Then Daníel had to tell us about “the most interesting hotel experience of my life” and that there was a sign in the lobby saying “no laughing gas, no smoking and no prostitutes” and wondered how the “no laughing gas” had come about. Gunnar added that they must have had some incident with laughing gas more than twice to make that happen.

Then we got back to songs and heard about driving in Iceland’s fjords taking a long time. ‘Þar sem enginn fer’ was sung by Gunnar again and like before, he did a great job. It is always a brilliant song. Ragnar announced a preview of the new album and Daníel sang ‘Bringing back the Feel’, almost back to his usual form. ❤️ He explained that he had lost his voice, but it was coming back.

Ragnar explained how ‘Lover’ was about the impossible love that never happens and the perfect lover you never meet. It was a powerful version of the song too. I loved it. ‘Shades’ of course ended the set, but before that, Gunnar thanked everyone and spoke about how nice it has been to be back on the road. I feel you, it was weird and strange and beautiful for me too. Of course the string players improvised some music to underline his words. ‘Shades’ is, was and always will be brilliant. What a song!

We clapped, yelled and screamed for more and had called them back to the stage soon. Someone called out for ‘Things you said’ and Ragnar was just explaining how that would not be possible, when Daníel said “we can try”, but it could happen that his voice broke. It didn’t, the song was perfect! They stepped off the stage into the crowd and gave us ‘Góða veislu gjöra skal’ – Gunnar explained what it means and “let’s party” seemed like a fitting end for this show. 😀

The merch table was busy for a while, I finally bought Platon Karataev’s CDs and had them sign them. Also got the CD Jean-Samuel made with Jean-Luc Therrien and had him and Guillaume sign the Trio Spilliaert Cd I had brought. So far, so good. There were a lot of shenanigans going on between the guys, some involving women’s underpants that were held up. No idea how they got there. Everyone was in a good mood and joking around, I loved it.

pictures of this concert

Setlist

Ljóð i sand
While this way
Hvenær kemur sól
Shine
Týndur
Endatafl
Glitsky
Kill us
Ísland farsældafrón
Ages
Mute
Þar sem enginn fer
Bringing back the Feel
Lover
Shades

Things you said
Góða veislu gjöra skal

After most people had already gone home, I was still hanging out, not wanting the night and the tour to end. I chatted with Ragnar and his friends for a while, got a setlist with a personalized drawing on it and could not stop talking about how much I loved the tour and this final show. We agreed that it had been the best one so far. It had been a brilliant tour overall and I loved every single show.

At the beginning, after the show in Reykjavik, I had told Gunnar how grateful I was for being able to see them live again and that it felt weird now how often I had complained about setlist. I would have honestly been happy if they had played the same song over and over again each night. This still held true, but they had given me so much more. After all these years and the great pause, I still feel very much at home with the band. interestingly enough, I had never doubted that I would. I knew from the start they’d still be able to draw me in and thy delivered night after night. My love for these guys is still strong and I felt deeply grateful for the concerts. In this mood, I mad my final rounds, starting at the merch table and ending in the hallway that lead backstage, asking everyone if they wanted a final hug before I left. Almost everyone did, even some of the Platon Karataev guys and from Daniel, I got the usual handshake. All is well, I love you all ver ymuch and I cannot wait for the next tour. ❤️

Moments in Time tour: Seven gigs down, none to go – next stop: Home