Frantic moments of Kamikaze Love

Poets of the Fall – Proxima, Warsaw; April 27th, 2019

The last concert of this leg of Poets of the Fall’s Ultraviolet tour almost rendered me speechless – literally. I screamed so much and sang so loudly that my voice sounded rather rough the next morning, but luckily I did not lose it. The show was a powerful joyride in front of an awesome audience. Everyone in the house was captivated, creating waves of energy flowing to the stage and back again. It was pure passion and I loved every second of it. What a great way to send the band home after a week long tour. Already I cannot wait for the next show!

Still running on too little sleep, but feeling surprisingly well rested I left KraKow around 11. Upon arrival in Warsaw my friend K. was waiting for me at the station. First order of business was getting lunch which consisted of yummy Tibetan dumplings. The we just hung out and relaxed for a bit, caught up and had great conversations all while I got a henna tat done on my arm. Arrived at the venue a bit after 6, said hello to C., B. and B. there and got to end of the line. It was considerably colder than the previous days and I was happy we would not have a long wait. A. joined us a bit later and once we got in we immediately went for the platform behind the mixing desk. It was in the back of the room, but the view was better from there than trying to stand 10 or more rows from stage. E. spotted us from front row and waved at us, so did. B. and A. next to her. A. joined us in the back and we watched the room fill up while we waited for the show to start.

Time went quickly and before I was even ready, i.e. had my earplugs in, Blackout Problems were on stage. For the first time this week I really loved their sound and I could actually understand the lyrics for once. It was a new experience and a good one at that. I also liked the perspective, because I could see the whole stage and the audience’ reaction. Kicking their set off in high gear they never stopped moving across stage and soon they had drawn everyone in. Seeing them go crazy sure made me wanna dance. When it was time to clap along everyone did. Soon the singer hopped off stage to venture into the audience. To our surprise he came out at the mixing desk, went behind it, stepped on the barrier in front of us where K. had to hold him up and then he hopped down on the other side. I thought his microphone cable could not be that long, but he proved me wrong, made it to the far end of the platform and then moved towards the bar so we had to pass the cable over our heads in order not to get entangled. It was fun. Back on stage they powered through their set and I realized I’d miss them at the next gig. This surely was entertaining. Eventually ‘Rome’ came along and before they played the last song on this tour and the last song as Poets of the Fall’s support, they thanked us and them and their great crew as well. One last time the singer left the stage, gave his guitar to A. at the front on the way down, got everyone around him to jump in tune with the music and was helped back up on the stage by Glen. There were some hugs too and they looked happy as they left stage. This was one hell of a finale for them.

Setlist

Off/On
911
Difference
The Limit
Sheep in the Dark
Rome

Quickly the crew changed the stage setup while we waited. I was liking the new perspective, but realized it might be a problem when Panu (lights) and Marko H. (sound) arrived and stood in front of us behind their respective mixing desks. For a moment I wasn’t sure how much of the show I was going to see. Turns out I could easily look around them though, no reason to worry. We wondered if the guys were going to be able to see us all the way back there. “Game on!” I thought since Ollie is always looking for me in the crowd. As I mentally counted down to the start of the show, I got just slightly nervous, because of the newbies among us whom I wanted to like it. The thought passed quickly and I signaled A. there were three more songs until the intro. On Panu’s computer screen I could see the clock moving towards 21:00 and the excitement grew. This was going to be the last show in a while and I had every intention to enjoy the hell out of it.

‘Easy Lover’, ‘White wedding’, ‘Relax’ played over the speakers, all songs I remember well from my youth and very enjoyable for that reason alone. Quite fitting too, considering the current album has a bit of 80ies vibe going on. The lights went down, the intro started and the audience already screamed loudly. I had a good feeling about this. With the words “don’t scream” the response was deafening and all hands went in the air to clap and greet the band. Wow! The sea of arms and hands looked great from our point of view. I can only imagine how it must be from theirs.

It is hard to find words and phrases I have not already used to describe the songs or the show and sometimes it feels very much like hyperbole to me, but the guys really are that good. Even with five shows back to back the band did not show any signs of exhaustion powered through the songs like a well oiled machine. The audience was incredible singing along from the first note, ready to pick up any cues. During ‘Dreaming wide awake’ I saw Ollie squinting and wondered if he was looking for me. I might have been imagining it, but somewhere during the song I saw him nodding at me – eagle eye always finds me. I was pretty Marko saw me as well, even though I can’t remember when. What I do know is that somewhere earl on he walked up behind Ollie playing a solo and formed rabbit ears while I was taking a picture. He looked straight at the camera. 🙂 After ‘False Kings’ K. turned to me and said “I really liked that one”. Yeah, me too.

I was into it from the start and sang along at the top of my lungs, moving with the music. I might have even made up words for the lyrics I still don’t know. 😉 It was fun to stand with A. who knows all the right moves just like I do and we started waving our arms for ‘Temple of Thought’ before anyone else did. Towards the end of the song Marko decided to make everyone wave and it looked great. When the whammy bar move came around during ‘Rogue’ they did not only do it on stage with Ollie, Glen and Marko, but the part of the crew standing in front of us did it right along with them. 😀 K. loved ‘Rogue’ as well and she looked like she was enjoying the show in general. Good!

Marko was back on stage for ‘Standstill’ and this time the theme of telling us what he could have been doing backstage in the meantime did not continue. 😀 The song was gorgeous as always and I really felt it this time. “It’s alright if you fall…” There was even a nice clap-along going on. 🙂 “Who is here with a friend?” Marko asked and many raised their hands in response. “And who is here alone?” he raised his own then continued that we were all in this together. I held up my phone with the light on even before he said anything. Soon every arm was raised and even though I could not see the lights from behind it looked great. We did not quite move our arms in unison until Marko directed us, but then it worked perfectly. <3

Lots of people were jumping for ‘My Dark Disquiet’ and I think it was during ‘The Game’ that Marko and Jaska were laughing really hard, but I have no idea why they were so amused. Whenever it happened, they were clearly having fun. At one point also A. and I looked at each other rolling our eyes at something, but I cannot remember that either. My brain is too tired for this. Anyway, I loved how much the crowd participated. Usually I don’t know what is going on, because I cannot see the people behind me unless I turn around and that rarely happens, but this night, while I looked at all those arms in the air and so many people jumping during some of the songs I got a feeling for what it must feel like seeing all this from stage. It was wonderful and while Jaska was playing his solo, Marko stood behind him showing us a heart he formed with his hands. <3

‘Kamikaze Love’ was brilliant and one of many songs during which A. and I sang to each other. With K. standing between us we had to lean over the railing to do so, but A. always picked up on my cues and we were also doing our “You raise me high to tear me down” moves together. Somewhere in the front, someone else was doing that to. B., E. and A. most likely. 😀 By the time ‘War’ came around I was drenched in sweat and still kept moving. I also felt the strain on my vocal chords, but that was not gonna keep me from singing along. For the first time in a long time I was not wearing ear plugs, because we were further back and it was not as loud as at the front, so I felt the full blast of the music. I loved moving with the music and got really into each and every song. None of them have lost any of the meaning they held for me and I doubt they ever will.

“Party!” Marko screamed at the start of ‘Choice Millionaire’ and it was just fun – the band jumped, the audience jumped and everyone waved in unison. When it was time for the new bow down and raise back up movement they had been practicing since Budapest, Ollie motioned for Glen to join them and he stood in line with him and Jaska moving together. 🙂 I could not get over how cool that view was. Granted I did not see all the details of happeningand the stage was rather low, so whenever Marko squatted down, he pretty much disappeared from view, but none of that mattered. Halfway through the gig I had completely tuned out out Panu and Marko H. in my line of vision, i.e. I did not even notice them any more and just saw the stage. I enjoyed having an overview for a change and being able to see all of the guys at the same time. Finally I thought it was worth it that I had dragged my big concert lens along all week. 😀

All the way through the show I loved their often unintentional choreography of moving around each other on stage. There are certain things they always do and certain points of the songs where the same two or three people always stand together, but in-between they move back and forth so much that it always surprises me how rarely they bump into each other. Especially Jani and Ollie seem to be constantly aware of where they are in relation to everyone else. It is just pretty cool to watch how they move elegantly out of the way when someone else needs the space. I did not think it possible that the audience could get any louder than they already were, but as soon as Marko asked if we needed a lift, they did. The energy was just incredible and even from where we stood I could see the guys smile. In the crowd I saw a few morphos being formed and we all screamed our heads off when the mic was being held in our direction. When the song was over the band thanked us and stood there looking at us for a moment, visibly moved, before leaving the stage. Somewhere near the front I saw a sign saying “Kiitos!” being held up and some people actually left. I wanted to call out to them “You’re gonna miss the best part!”

While we waited for the band to return, I tried to catch my breath and to cool off a little bit as I’d been jumping and sweating the entire time. Then I yelled for more with everyone else. “Shadow play, directed by you….” god I love that song! I sang it with all of my heart, so happy to be there with friends by my side seeing these masters at work. Life does not get any better than this! ‘Daze’ and ‘Locking up the Sun’ rocked the house. We sang and screamed “we’ll be loving to the first light of the day!” and those of us in the know turned back time together with Marko. We saw Ollie’s and Jaska’s mad guitar skills and watched Jani lean on to Marko when they were not mock kung fu fighting. Glen played drums with Jari and afterwards demanded some cheers – it reminded me so much of Springsteen’s light crew only going up to their places of work when the crowd cheered enough. 😀 The encores summed up everything that is great about tis band. Their playing, their affection for each other, their way of interacting with the fans and of course the amazing music. Only when ‘Carnival of Rust’ started I realized that this marked the end of a great week and I would not be seeing them again until August. It made me feel a little bit sad, but it made me enjoy the last song all the more. What a night, what a fantastic show!

The enjoyed the well deserved cheers, waved and bowed to us many times before asking if we wanted to take a picture. Marko thanked everyone and called Blackout Problems on stage with them. There was a lot of hugging going on and while the pictures was taken, Panu and Marko H. in front of us were going crazy. Some more bows and waving by the band, flying drum sticks and many hands shaken before they finally left. I am sure they will be back.

We gathered everyone as they walked to the back of the venue. I went and said goodbye to Blackout Problems, at least to Marcus the bassist and Michael the drummer who were at the merch table. I thanked them for al the fun we had. Maybe I’ll go see them again. I felt the need to say goodbye to the crew as well so I did and hugged Glen and Panu before I left. See you next time! Finally we all met outside, said goodbye to those who wanted to leave and gathered the rest to go out for drinks. We were happy as much as hungry, ordered food and drinks and reminisced about the show. I was happy with the performance and also glad that K. had enjoyed the show and said she admired their craftsmanship. They do know how to entertain. It was a nice ending to the night and the tour. When it was time to leave there were lots of hugs again and once bak at her place K. and I talked until late into the night.

I feel grateful for this week of touring. Thank you to my tour family and my friends for joining me and making these nights even more memorable. Thank you to Blackout Problem for the crazy-powerful-fun support. Thank you to Poets of the Fall’s awesome crew for all their hard work and last but not least thank you Poets of the Fall for the wonderful concerts, the music and the memories. I love you!

pictures of this concert

Setlist

Dreaming Wide Awake
Dancing on Broken Glass
False Kings
Temple of Thought
Rogue
Standstill
The Sweet Escape
My Dark Disquiet
The Game
Kamikaze Love
War
Choice Millionaire
Lift

Encore:

Shadow Play
Daze
Locking Up the Sun
Carnival of Rust

Ultraviolet Tour 2019: 13 gigs down, none to go. Last stop: home

Reunion, joking with the crew and acrobatics by the keyboards

Poets of the Fall – Kwadrat, Kraków; April 26th, 2019

The concert in Kraków had a hard time convincing me so to speak. Not because it was a bad gig, not at all, but because I was still so high from Budapest that everything else paled in comparison. I surely had fun and there were a few really lovely moments, but overall it did not feel as good as the one the night before. I enjoyed it very much though and of course it was worth the trip to Poland. 🙂

Day four of my personal Poets oft he Fall tour down memory lane started with me dragging my sorry ass out of bed and to the airport way too early form my linking. The flight was only 45 minutes long – clearly not enough to get my sleep deprived body up to working order. I noticed that when I finally arrived at Kraków main station and walked around in circles until I reached my hotel. All I wanted to do was sleep, but there was not going to be time fort hat. However, I was not ready to meet up with my friends and told them I’d join for lunch later. I had not planned to be at the venue an earlier than 5 pm, so why the hell was I leaving at 2? Already I felt somewhat stressed – not good. By the time I met my friends at a pizzeria near the venue my mood was slightly better already and improved immensely after hugs from everyone and getting a huge pizza in front of me. 😀 We had food, we chatted and I remembered why it is so much fun touring with these people. Once done eating some of us wanted to go to the venue already while B. and I felt it was too earl and went in search for a coffee. Found one and made it to Kwadrat by 5. B. and B. from Wisconsin, S., O. and A. were already there plus a few other familiar looking people. Waiting, talking, goofing around (“we’re not old, we are vintage!”) and trying to finish the previous night’s blog helped pass the time.

This was my last VIP ticket on this tour and I had thought of a few things to say to the guys. Especially I was planning to thank them for the tour. Well, things didn’t go according to plan, meaning I forgot most of what I wanted to say. They were sitting in a different order as the other two times, so we wondered why and I got distracted. 😉 It was god seeing the guys though and at least getting to say a few words. I’d been wanting to ask Jani about his new camera I had spotted (he upgraded from the model I own to the one I want), but once again I forgot all about it. Maybe I’ll remember in Dublin. I did remember to comment on Jaska’s Instagram story though – from the boat in Budapest he had posted something about searching for Keyser Söze. Turns out ‘The Usual Suspects’ is one of his favorite movies. I hear you! With Captain I joked about taking a good look at me now so he would remember next time we saw each other. 😉 For Marko finally I had a condensed version of a much longer story, explaining why my favorite lines in ‘Dancing on Broken Glass’ mean so much to me. I just felt the need to share that and he totally got it. There was less goofing around with the picture and I cannot remember much of the song introduction, but to my surprise they played ‘Stay’ and ‘Illusion & Dream’. After Prague and Budapest I had suspected they might stick with those two songs. It was lovely and I was especially happy to hear ‘Illusion & Dream’.

I did a little more blogging before the show, then some joking with the crew, namely Panu and Glen, who had a moment of rest and waved to me so I took the chance to snap a picture. Our group got separated during the meet and greet and I was with B. and A. on the right while everyone else was on the left. There was just not enough room on one side to fit all of us. At least we could wave at each other from afar and regroup afterwards.

Since we were close to the speakers on the right, I feared I’d only hear drums during Blackout Problems’ set, but with my earplugs in it was all good. “Your mother always used to say that it would be easy…” the intro to ‘Off/On’ started and I was ready to rock with them. Their brand of music may be a little too hard for some Poets fans, but it is difficult not to be drawn in by their energy. I sure enjoyed watching them jump around the stage like crazy. Early on, the singer went into the crowd. He came out at the bar and stood on it, but as opposed to Budapest he was in the dark, because nobody directed the lights towards him. It is always fun though. I like the songs, even though I don’t understand much of the lyrics. A cool sentence here and there, but that’s it. The music makes me want to move though and that is all that matters. 🙂 For ‘Rome’, the final song, he went into the crowd again, this time carrying his mic stand. I laughed when I saw the wtf?- look on the security guys’ face as he did it. Once in the crowd, he asked everyone to jump and people obliged. I love it when the audience already goes wild for the support act. This was promising for the rest of the night. 🙂 The band thanked us and quickly packed their stuff with the help of Poets of the Fall’s crew and their own.

Setlist (as far as I remember)

Off/On
911
Difference
Limit
Sheep in the Dark
Rome

After Blackout Problems were done I did not feel as tired any more. Rocking with them gave me a lot of energy. At this point I wasn’t even thinking about the fact that this was Poets of the Fall’s first ever concert in Poland. After the first three shows in a row I was not anxious any more, but knew they’d conquer each audience. Because there were so many of the usual suspects here, it almost felt like a show in Germany. I just wanted them to come out and play already. 😉 Like clockwork, just after 9 p.m. the intro started and the show was on the road. We greeted the guys with loud cheers as they walked out one by one, waving at us or smiling at the people they knew. Immediately I noticed that Marko had copied Jani’s hairsyle that night. I enjoyed being front row again and especially having my friends by my side to interact with during the show.

The guys were having fun from the start. Jari even stood up early on and prompted us to clap along during ‘Dancing on broken Glass’. Not that this audience needed much prompting… 😉 Marko took a step out on the barrier, but not before warning whoever had their hands there to take them away so he would not step on them. Back on stage he came over to our side and sang to me. <3 Soon we got to see some fabulous solos by Jaska and Ollie for ‘False Kings’ and ‘Temple of Thought’.

I had a blast with ‘Rogue’ and not only because I loved seeing Ollie and Jaska playing to each other across stage, Jari giving us a great beat and Captain standing in the bright light, creating beautiful melodies. The most fun I had with Glen. He ran out to the front of the stage to take pictures, so I tried to get a picture of him taking pictures of them. He noticed and on the way back to the mixing desk he pointed the camera at me in return, sticking out his tongue as he walked by. I cracked up laughing. The whammy bar move had become a collective exercise by now: Ollie and Captain did it on stage, Glen and Marko behind the mixing desk. 😀 At the end of the song Jani and Ollie got into a guitar and bass duel during which actually crossed their blades, i.e. the necks of bass and guitar. 🙂

As everyone was back on stage andready for ‘Standstill’ Marko thought to mention the dirty deeds he could have done backstage while the others were playing but would not tell us about, because “really, I was just having water”. As he was about to sit down Jani walked over, and put his hand on Marko’s belly from behind and led him to exclaim “uuh, someone’s touching me in a very nice place right now”. He rambled on some more, but much of it got lost in laughter. In the end he made a cutting movement with his hand and decided to shut up and play some more music. 😀

I love the entire setlist, but even before it was changed to this rocking show that leaves me breathless, the sequence of ‘Standstill’ into ‘The Sweet Escape’ was one of my favorite parts. Every night, at one point I turn around and look at all the lights being held up in the audience and every night I feel connected. It is a thing of beauty. <3 Somewhere at the beginning of end of ‘The Sweet Escape’ I watched Jaska trowing and empty drink can towards Jari and Jari trying to bat it away with a drum stick Baseball style. He failed and both cracked up laughing. 😀 It was just one of many little observations making me smile that night. During ‘The Game’ they were having fun with the mic stand. It must have been about mid song when Marko decide to move it to the back of the stage, away from Jaska. The look on Jaska’s face was priceless like saying “Hey, I was gonna use that!”. So when it was time for Jaska’s solo, he just walked over and put the mic stand back to center stage so he could play slide guitar against it. As soon as he was done Marko snatched it away again looking at him like “this is *my* mic stand.”, then turned the mic towards the audience and motioned for us to scream. 😀

The show rolled along quickly, hardly ever slowing down. I screamed, I sang, I danced, I bounced together with the band and before I realized it, we had arrived at ‘Lift’. While Ollie was showing off his guitar skills at the front, Jani visited Captain at the Keyboards and they got into a competition of who could go lower and still play. It ended with Jani on his back on the floor still playing bass and Captain sitting down on the floor with only his right hand above the keys. They had fun with it and it looked quite acrobatic. At first I could not see all of it, because Ollie was in the way, but eventually he stepped aside and gave me a clear view of what was happening. Knowing how perceptive he usually is, he probably did it to give me a chance to capture it with my camera. <3 Moments later Glen was in front of the stage again to take pictures and Jani threw him a few kisses. For Ollie’s final solo Jani got down on his knees looking up admiringly while Marko stood over him threatening to ruffle his perfect hairdo. 😀

The encores were the usual frenzy of craziness and movement and funny moment all stirred together in one happy blur from the beautiful ‘Shadow Play’ via the fast rocking ‘Daze’ and ‘Locking up the Sun’ to the final highlight of ‘Carnival of Rust’. I alternated between admiring the guys for their skills and grinning at the fun they had when Marko stood in front of Jani trying to look serious singing “So this is what you think you need to play the game…” or when Glen beat the cymbals with all his might and everyone else pointed to him. We got to hear some more great solos too and watch them all do what the do best: entertain. We cheered loudly when it was over and smiled at their poses during the final picture. Marko came over to shake my hand in the end and I waved goodbye to everyone else. That was fun! One more to go!

My friends and I reunited after the show, said goodbye to a few of ours and went downtown for drinks. We had a nice and relaxed post gig get together with stories shared and a taste of “liquid Nutella” as I call it (Polish hazelnut vodka). Thank you and goodnight!

pictures of this concert

Setlist

Dreaming Wide Awake
Dancing on Broken Glass
False Kings
Temple of Thought
Rogue
Standstill
The Sweet Escape
My Dark Disquiet
The Game
Kamikaze Love
War
Choice Millionaire
Lift

Encore:
Shadow Play
Daze
Locking Up the Sun
Carnival of Rust

Ultraviolet Tour 2019: 12 gigs down, 1 to go. Next stop: Warsaw